And I thought it couldn’t get any worse, but it certainly
has. I am currently in jail now. I’m tired of this. I declared in court that
the devil is everyone who won’t bring men out of ignorance. I don’t understand
how the people in this stupid town still don’t see people are being convicted
for no reason at all. This is all Abigail’s doing. And I wouldn’t have even
been involved if I hadn’t given into her temptations. If I would have remained loyal
to my wonderful wife she would not be in jail and neither would I.
It pains
me to recall today enough to even write it down. Elizabeth is now pregnant so
she is safe for at least another year. I confessed to sleeping with Abigail. I
called her a whore. But I also said that Elizabeth could never tell a lie and
then she lied about not knowing about my affair. Now I further convicted her
and I convicted myself. It’s really Abigail. She has so much power over Salem.
She even got Mary Warren to turn on me. She is relentless. Mary admitted to
convicting people knowing that they would be killed by pretending to see evil.
And now
I had murdered my name is the town. Everyone knows about Abigail and I now, but
at least I feel slightly more resolved. Still guilty, but more resolved with
myself. I pray that god will help me and Elizabeth and the other people in
prison. I refuse to confess to a crime I didn’t commit. There is nothing to do
about Danforth. How can you get rid of an insane judge who accepts little girls
screaming about imaginary birds as sufficient evidence to hang a person? Maybe
he just refuses to admit it, but he is so stubborn. He accused me of trying to
go against the court. He said the same about Giles and refused to let him share
his evidence.
Danforth
decided that a person should not be angry or not want to go to court and that
they must be trying to hide something and therefore be guilty of witchcraft. There
is zero logic here.
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